Theres the drama with Anna (the slut), between Caitlyn and Jasper, and between James and Bryce. I'll start with Anna. Ok Anna loves to flirt, with EVERYONE. Even though she has a boy friend, Morgan. She touches me and everyone else, inappropraitely. When she dose it to me its weird, but when she dose it to James my boy friend it pisses me off. She dresses realy sluty too. Ciatlyn feels realy unhappy with jasper and wants to still have him in her life, but she says they won't last much longer. I think what really gets to her is when he lets other girls hang all over him. There is the issues with Anna hanging all over him and he even had a nuaghty draem of just Anna. Thats not his normal naughty dream witch involves Caitlyn and Anna. It was just Anna. One time he even let Nalani touch his *cough guy spot cough* and i could tell Caitlyn was hurt. To tell the truth I think she would be better off with out him, but she loves him to much. they have been together over 11 months and they have even been eachothers first "lover". Then finally the drama that affects me most, James Vs. Bryce. James is my super hot, football player, JROTC shooter of a boyfriend. Bryce is a guy who is sweet, kinda cute and that i went on a date with then had a kind of falling out. Well James can be a really jerk sometimes, but makes up for it in the end. Everyone else says he is a horrible boy friend, but i love him and have been realy happy with him the last 4 1/2 months. Bryce realy still likes me, but he has done way more with alot more people then me so its kinda gross, but we are still good friends now. Bryce wants me to bearkup with James and he even sent me a text saying "I love you sam and i realy care about you". James want to bash his face in even more now so its a bit of a dangerous situation now because James could kick Bryce's ass. I have only had two boyfriends, but yet i still have all this drama. It realy is no fun, but i got to deal with it and I realy hope this drama gets resolved soon because i can't take it. I hope tomorrow gose better.
I'm trying to find one of my close friends a girl friend, but its not that easy to find one thats right for him. He hates being single and i hate to see him suffer. I always put my friends before myself and he is no acception. I care about him so much so i really want to help. Oh what to do what to do...... I will help bryce no matter what put it really isn't easy to play match-maker. I can't let him down though, i just can't. I will find a girl for him, i will.
Lots of people don't understand how much a compliment can mean to someone. I love to get compliments, but i'd have to say the one i get most often would be....... that i have pretty eyes. I honestly love that compliment. It makes me proud of my blue eyes and i like that feeling. I don't think i'm that pretty, but to here people say that makes me feel better.
I love my friends. I do love my bf to death, but i never forget anyone i have ever cared about. my friend cj has decied i'm the person who isn't flirty but in the end EVERYONE loves me cuz i'm so cute. well i might not belive that all the time, but its all good. I LOVE my friends and will love the new ones to come.
my Valentine's day was fun. i got a rose from Anna, but my bf has no money so i didn't get anything from him, but i worked to get some money and bought him a chocolate rose, teddy bear, and a card. He tryed to make up for it by being SUPER sweet all day.
Life is hard and sometimes not worth it, but in the end it is. I have been having issues with my bf James and then there is this guy Bryce. Now this last summer i went on a date with bryce, but things didn't work out so we didn't talk much. Now we are becomeing friends again and i find out he still likes me ALOT. Ok and James to everyone else is a bad bf. Bryce wants me to dump James for him, but i don't want to because i have become realy attached to James. Also Bryce is way much sexualy mature then me, so it be alittle weird. Me and James have been trying to work it out and it seems to be getting better. I just hope it all works out and everyone ends up happy.